§ エンゼル の ヂジタル § (silentsorrows) wrote in thenexusrp,
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silentsorrows
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Just so damn tired...

I'm tired of it all, really I am.

The internet melodrama going on has finally worn thin on my patience and I still can't understand why I'm still allowing myself to go on with it.

In the past few days, no, weeks it's been one fucking hell after another and most recently, it's Amber.

I'm tired of hearing the stuck up snob put down other people, this much is true.

But I'm also fucking pissed off and annoyed at those that are ACTING JUST LIKE HER!

From the earliest of Nexus' beginnings, it was supposed to be a room where people could go and roleplay what they want, when they wanted and nothing else. Now ever since Amber and Tommy's fallout, Nexus' banishment from SC, and Meep as well as Neen's betrayl, everyone's been pulling the "well SC sucks this" or "meep is a bitch that" or "I don't want to have anything to do with them" bullshit and I'm sick of it.

I'm saying this loud and I'm saying this clear and I don't care about the outcome. I'm tired of this shit.

To Jesse : You need to get the fuck over yourself, just because Amber was a bitch once over an image doesn't mean you should act the same exact fucking way as she does because she's shown up on our front doorstep. Your immaturity towards the fact that she's hanging around, even though you haven't been in the room ONCE when she has is proof positive that apparently she got to you more than she did other people. If you cannot accept the fact that Amber's a bitch, you shouldn't be playing online period. EVERYONE has their quirks, Amber's just happens to be a sadistic satisfaction in putting down other people, which in itself makes her very sad.

To kether : We loved having you in Nexus, we'd hate to see you go, and no one can force you to stay, but the problem with your leaving is you're doing it in an inexcusable way. Nexus has been and always will be a home for ANY roleplayer. Regardless of their past history, that is unless the person PHYSICALLY breaks the room rules and in front of one of the moderators, we'd hired you as a mod to help keep the peace, but when you wouldn't even give the peace treaty a chance, it hurt and made me personally feel as if everyone in nexus right now was as stuck up as Amber has been and probably always will be.

Tommy : I've always backed you up on everything, even when Amber was telling you all sorts of shit about me I stuck by you and kept on being your friend, but I'm letting you know this right now, That shit she said about me hurt. REALLY hurt. And I swallowed my pride and let her berate me as much as she wanted, praying in the end she's have something ten times worse happen to her, you accepted her back into the room, and because of it we lost a lot of good people and players... I'm still going to back you up. But I'm tired of taking Amber's bullshit. If you really are going to enforce your own rules, I certainly hope you start by making sure she doesn't make anyone else feel the way i did when she treated me like dirt.

I'm through... I'm tired of the internet melodrama and I'm tired of the people ON the net acting with the "I'm so much better than you" attitudes every time I turn around. I've stayed quiet and calm throughout much of the crap, but I can't stay calm or quiet anymore. I want my friends with me in the Nexus, but if I can't have that, there's no reason for me to be there... if I don't have a reason to be there, I might as well resign.

But I'll leave that choice, to the people who now moderate Nexus.

-Kitsune
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